Paul Barnes

Paul Barnes is a disgraced Colorado pastor who resigned after admitting to his congregation in a videotaped message he had had sexual relations with other men.

Barnes, 54, blamed God saying, "I have struggled with homosexuality since I was a 5-year-old boy. ... I can't tell you the number of nights I have cried myself to sleep, begging God to take this away." Damn You God. Why didn't You take it away God?

Barnes led Denver's Grace Chapel for 28 years. He and his wife have two adult children.